truths and consequences

sense scents since

wtf is an elfchen

hey.how's.the.weather

•a soundtrack to my restlessness•

•apathetic•

I have this weird opposite version of writer's block lately.  Where I don't exactly feel inspired, but I keep writing anyway.  I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not.

wait for it

•spiderwebs•

oh fuck

half-life

       I may have watched too many press conferences today...

•static•

too much noise

too much quiet

overloaded opinions

unsteady climate

all these comments

all these fears

cracked the case

switch the gears

a flurry in the world

a storm in my head

society in turmoil

heart full of dread

•connections•

I live in Ohio.  Yesterday I saw first hand how mass hysteria functions...during a simple grocery trip.  And then watched my neighbors have a huge party as their interpretation of social distancing. 
I ruminated on both of these things, and this is what came out.

equation

scented words

when you can't breathe

Just because it's 'all in my head' doesn't mean it's not real.  Doesn't mean it doesn't feel real.  Doesn't mean it doesn't affect my mind and body as real.  The important part of panic attack is "attack", just like the important part of mental illness is "illness". 

i don't know what this is